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[bangsandgiggles]

I am tired. I haven't slept a decent amount of hours in days. But I've had a great time. I mean I guess I have if I think about all of the fun I've had and all of the people I've met. But I can't help but feel completely empty. I keep trying to fill myself with the wrong things, and all I'm left with are feelings of sorrow. It's always sorrow. Now

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[anonymous]

so many people think you're beautiful and admire that you're an individual with no apologies. remember that when you're down.

[xloveandlustx]

ray...seriously you are beautiful and so crazy and hilarious and amazing. who ever says different is dumb. the reason people spread rumors is because you are different. and in a good way. you arent a regular lakeridge kid who carries a nalgene, wears birkenstocks, and has abercrombie jeans on every day. seriously. dont let it get to you. be proud that you are one of the only actually different people in our school. seriously...there is so much of a lack of diversity in our school. its like you and a couple of other people who bring difference into our school, and i love it. i love you. you are amazing.

[dancingirl85]

Ray, I know you didn't want any replies, but after reading that, my heart just dropped....Everything you're going through right now, you do not deserve it. Lakeridge has it's low points sometimes, and rumors are lame...i have had my fair share, and i still get them in college.

First, I want to know who the HELL told you you were ugly, cuz i was seriously come back up to LO and BEAT there asses....Ray, not only am i drawn to your AMAZING personality, BUT you are sooo beautiful, you have this beauty that is TRULY UNIQUE..

I love you baby doll, and if you EVER need to talk...please call my cell (503) 913-7120...i don't care what time it is, i will ALWAYS be there for you..

I <3 you Ray

Kellie

[pepp]

It is good to vent. That is necessary. Smile when the sun shines, smell the air. God loves you. Never forget that.

Live and breathe,

-Pepp

[__champagnekiss]

Hey. Some of that stuff I can totally relate to ... like the thing about partying . I think that doing that will solve something for me .. like I'll feel better about myself and have a better time and go out drinking and smoking and shit and then when I get home it's the same old me. I haven't changed and I feel as bad as I did before I went out. I always want something to make me happy.. but I shouldn't really depend on anything but myself for my happiness. I hope you feel better Ray, I really do cuz you have given me good advice on a lot of stuff and I know you inspire a lot of people and you are a really good person. Some people are too stupid and caught up in themselves to realize that. Take your time to get everything back on track, it'll happen eventually..