this is for real:
was friday (or actually thursday) the end of 3rd quarter????

wow people- shit i'm not serious. u know it's all the rage to mock lj. get a clue. seriously- i wouldn't do anything like that - shit son. and no more of those fucking anonymous comments- seriously if that's what u think - write it, u know me i'm not going to flip a bitch- i'll consider what you have to say and ake it in. no hurt feelings. ( Read more... )

dude- i'm a stripper now. but shit man i got pregnant. i guess i'll have to get an abortion, i was always against tthat but now it's necessity. shit i'm kinda scared- but my friend got one and said it wasn't any big deal. i tried coke for the first time tonight- haha my dad didn't even suspect a thing thank GOD! i'm still fucked up- it's so niceeee ( Read more... )

So I walked into Albertson's just about an hour or so ago and guess who I ran into? My beloved ex Weston. I was staring at the jelly pondering it's contents when I felt this strange sensation welling up inside of me. I didn't quite care because i am often anxious and get such feelings. But for some odd reason I recognized this certain feeling as ( Read more... )

Went to Dave's house warming party last night and accidentally ended up sleeping there. darn. And the conclusion is that we aren't getting married, I don't want to. Oh but I love him. Good times, damn this summer is going to be amazing. !!!!!

To get married or NOT to get married...
Zev and Glitch took Dave to a strip bar the other night. Dave wasn't having a particularly good time and then a stripper that looks JUST like me came out. He got so sad that Zev had to keep buying him drinks. I think that's sweet.

i fuckin miss dave- i just woke up because i'm alone in my bed. i seriously love him. we were walking in portland together this weekend and we were stopped a million times by people wanting to take our pictures and talk to us and tell us we're beautiful. i won't lie- it's GOOD to be with a rockstar.

CONGRATS TO MY DRAMA FRIENDS WHO RECIEVED ROLES IN THE PLAY! Oh how I love you allll. hopefully i'll be on the tech crew or be a make- up whore again, that would be chill. I'm so torned up right now- I keep trying to distribute my awful feelings into one area of my life but there are so many dimentions that they carry into all aspects of everything ( Read more... )

so i just found out- just now that i've been pigging out on vikaden (sp?) jeeeez. i'm so sick that if i don't take medication i trip out. how wierd is that? but then again that's always been the case except NOW i'm really tweeking out. i'm like ultra- sensitive to everything, my head is pulsing and random parts of my body keep going numb. I can ( Read more... )

i have mono- i'm dieing, i'm dieing. if i loose my fucking voice i will be crying, crying. I miss all of u like HOLY FUGGIN SHIT i'm not lying, not lying. Love to my puppets- i'll come around again someday- MONDAY!