A life worth living.

Mar 20, 2006 11:21

Hello, Hello. Well, news from my end. I'm discharging in 7 days. I'm readier now than I have been before in my life. I'm living in the now and existing, loving every moment of it. I have a sense of peace. It was creeping up on me and now it's fully overcome me. Now that I have it, though I know the outside world is going to surprise me every so ( Read more... )

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stargazr417 March 21 2006, 04:06:22 UTC
Megs, you have no idea how much good it did my heart to read this.

I've worried about you a lot these past few months, especially since there was nothing I could do to help. But it didn't stop me from wishing things would get better. And it seems like you're on the right road for that.

We all have ups and downs...times of confidence and times of weakness. You sound strong, as if you've really taken something away from this experience. Which, of course, is a given.

If I was there I'd give you a hug and tell you how proud of you I am. You do seem to have made very fast progress, but that can only be a good thing.

I'm still cheering you on!

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banion48 March 21 2006, 16:41:11 UTC
Thank you so much, Jesse. I'm on A road, though I don't know to where or what. That makes it all the more exciting. I suppose this is what adventure feels like, the ones I've always dreamed and ached for. But now it is intrinsically mine. So I will take it and make of it what I can and what is handed to me. I don't recommend trying it my way, hah, but for peace there is no better option.

I have taken a lot away from this experience, but there is still much work to be done. I'm a fledgling, yet. An infant in this process, and that daunts and thrills me. If this is the beginning I can only imagine the ends. But I'll wait for them to come to me. It's more exciting that way.

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hey eventmare March 22 2006, 01:36:28 UTC
glad to hear you are doing better!!

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