and i'm back from nyc. it was enjoyable. the weather turned out to be a lot warmer than i had expected. i think allana was frustrated because i kept waking up at like 1 in the afternoon. it was nice to feel like i could act like a complete idiot again (i definatly did not squander the opportunity.)we went to a cute little bar that only sold grilled ( Read more... )

i'm leaving for nyc in two days and i'm never coming back. я люблю вас.

A - Age you got your first kiss: 14 ( Read more... )

so it turns out eva has been reading my journals (when they aren't freinds only) i don't quite know why. nikki said something too and all i want is for the stupidity to end like i want to not worry about all these things. i can't get away from it. that's why i started the lj. so i could do the friends only thing, but it's not working. i want to not ( Read more... )

i feel so cliche because all these entries are so sad and lonely. ive been irritable lately. things that didn't bother me before are starting to bother the hell out of me. all i want to do is sleep and work for the rest of my life...and i want ny to be great. my life has been mediocre for so long that if ny ends up being mediocre too i might just ( Read more... )

я пошел к выставке. она была enjoyable. я съел поже. я наслаждаюсь русским. он делает мной взгляд франтовским и никакая персона не может прочитать ее.

Я должен чувствовать более лучшим. Я остановить с снадобьями. Возможно то поможет.