She's got a catalog
It's full of hopes and dreams
It makes her hate herself, it's what she wants to be
She spends more every day, she wants the fairy tale
And everytime she tries, and everytime she fails
She wallows in her shame
No one but herself to blame

anybody whoever said the royal tenenbaums is a bad movie should be kicked in the face repeatedly. i can't stop watching it. every character is so well developed and so interesting. who cares if it has no real linear point. the dialogue is hilarious, and every actor gives an amazing performance. so many scenes im laughing out loud at just because of ( Read more... )

whew...what a whirlwind yesterday was. well i couldn't find anyone to go to saves the day with, so i set out on my own. about 15 minutes down i-35, i hit traffic and am stuck for the next hour, covering about 7 miles. finally i break free again, am getting pretty excited about getting to the show, when...yep...slam...i slide into the back of a ( Read more... )

so yea another concert entry...the only thing i really like to write about in my journal. i like those memories. tonight me and jesse made our way to austin (i drove, go me) for queens of the stone age, ...and you will know us by the trail of dead, and peaches. ok first off...peaches was the absolute most appalling thing ive ever seen. imagine two ( Read more... )

last night i drank heavily at derek's place...around 2ish i come home expected to sleep for the night, when here comes jane. a party? ok. i show up expecting to the usual frat guys and shallow unconversational girls. well the frat guys were there, but they weren't that bad. and the girls were there, and they were attractive...but...they had shit to ( Read more... )

tonight was a great performance from the good boys of local h. it was an amazing setlist that consisted of all my favorites from each album. anyway, a week and a day from today i move into my new apartment. fucking scary. but i think travis is going to be a great roommate. he's the most intelligent person i know, so it should be interesting. the ( Read more... )

We are the jaded generation. Getting old for us isn't going to be a loss, because we are a lot wiser a lot earlier than the generations before us. The general public is not going to be a bunch of bible beating, guideline following sheep. i can feel it. our generation is going to do something great. it could be a collapse of all things we know. that ( Read more... )

so its about 80% official. im moving out. me and travis are going to be looking for apartments the next 2 weeks, and hopefully be moved in by the end of the month or early in october. with both of us working full time, it should be relatively easy to make bills and not live in poverty. also i should have enough money and time to spare to take a few ( Read more... )

reservoir dogs is so amazing. wow i haven't seen it in about 2 years...lost touch with what a masterpeice it is. in my opinion it blows pulp fiction away. steve buscemi and tim roth?? and lawrence tierney and harvey keitel??? thats ludicrous. and all on a collectors edition dvd with deleted scenes and a Mr. Pink special cover!! (i want a mr. orange ( Read more... )

when the oldest person in your family jumps from 100 to 75, you can't help but feel your mortality. at about noon today, probably the sweetest and most gentle woman to have ever graced my life passed away. and i can't speak nor understand most spanish, so i never actually was able to take any of her wisdom away with me. thats horrible, and i feel ( Read more... )