For the last year...

[bannanna]

I'm 25 now, and its been another year. This is the new addition to my lifesoundtracks, because it fits nearly all the goodbyes I've had to say in the last year. It was a time for loss, and a time to evaluate my life. Now I'm ready to build things back again, just a little more solid this time.

I'VE LANDEDWe'd hit the bottom

Comments

[hopscotchn9]

"If you wrote me off
I'd understand it
'Cause I've been on
Some other planet
So come pick me up
I've landed"

A lot of people have writen you off. I don't know if you want your friends back or that you could ever get a lot of them back. I am glad that you are feeling stronger and well. I am happy that I missed the drama and know that I want no part of it.

[bannanna]

I dont have much desire to turn back into the kind of person that I seem to be when I am around that particular crowd. I needed time to myself, and I took it. I never specifically wrote anyone off, I just did what I needed to do for myself. I am happy and stable, and I have a wonderful boyfriend. I get to spend time with my family and I don't feel like I have to hide anything anymore. I have finally managed to get to a place where I can be without being judged on a reputation that was concieved years ago that nobody had the maturity to let go of. I don't really this was drama. With one or two major exceptions there were no arguments, no hard feelings. I just feel like I want more from life than the peer group I had chosen was leading me to feel comfortable with, and I needed to put myself in a position to feel more motivated.

[hopscotchn9]

I am glad that you are in a happy and healthy place. I am happy that things are working out for you.

[bannanna]

And in addition to that, those are some of my friends, but I don't think you can universally ask if I want my friends back because I have some very wonderful people in my life.

[korderoy]

i miss you