12 hours into fasting.
I didn't finish my World History homework last night,
so I'm going into school late.
Then crew after school--->300 crunches/sit ups 60 push ups 60 lunges, +rowing for an hour, etc.
Then back here for the hardest hours. The hours at home when I have no one but Marc to think about...it's hard.
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I'm fasting from 8pm tonight
to 12pm on Friday.
Anyone welcome to join,
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I feel really alone. I'm almost positive one of the best guys I've ever been with just made up a girlfriend in attempt to end it.

FOOD:
FUCK.
I feel so depressed and alone and seeing Marc everyday makes it worse. The shock of my fairy tale life with him being over took toll on what I eat.
*home make cupcake
*3 chocolate kisses
*ice cream sunday
*cookie
*2 sandwhiches
*some pasta
*chocolate covered expresso beans
omg...i'm gonna cry.

So I've gotten some things figured out reguarding what I'm going to try and what my goals are ( Read more... )

Going off to babysit,
where it's impossible for people to notice I'm not eating anything,
AND where I'm distrated from food.

Wonderful.

Okay ( Read more... )

I feel like shit.
I'm too fat, and I need sex.
With someone who respects me.
My life's fucked up.
The end.