Private to KingdauragonmikadoFebruary 17 2006, 09:37:44 UTC
There is no way to know for sure, even if I told you I wasn't you'd fail to believe me anyways.
I fought because I love you, there will always be that risk of your reverting over to him as long as he is alive, but now I feel like killing you because you have betrayed my trust as well.
Don't get me wrong, I feel the same about you but I cannot cope with being left behind again.
Re: Private to Dauragon//Omega Encryptbar_illusionFebruary 17 2006, 09:52:11 UTC
No, there wouldn't be. You act like two completely seperate people when you're kissing ass and sincerely truthful.
I promised you what I would do and I was sticking to it. Why would you kill him though if you were so secure about our relationship? Doing that would only make me have disdain for you. Ryo..while I have had feelings for him..is still one of my best friends. He and his family have helped me and Jean out in desperate times of need. Why you couldn't let me let things down gradually...I guess it's a guy thing...
And you know what? It crushed me so much to make this post that I can't even cry anymore. I feel dead and empty inside. I love you enough that I wanted to start a family with you...I trusted you enough that I was going to ask if you wanted to try anal one of these nights.. ((ooc: big BIG trust issue with that.))........but I can't deal with the fighting anymore. And like I've told you before, I'm willing to die for you if that's what makes you the happiest. If you want to come kill me, then do it. I won't be alone
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There is no way to know for sure, even if I told you I wasn't you'd fail to believe me anyways.
I fought because I love you, there will always be that risk of your reverting over to him as long as he is alive, but now I feel like killing you because you have betrayed my trust as well.
Don't get me wrong, I feel the same about you but I cannot cope with being left behind again.
Karin will die too.
~Mikado
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I promised you what I would do and I was sticking to it. Why would you kill him though if you were so secure about our relationship? Doing that would only make me have disdain for you. Ryo..while I have had feelings for him..is still one of my best friends. He and his family have helped me and Jean out in desperate times of need. Why you couldn't let me let things down gradually...I guess it's a guy thing...
And you know what? It crushed me so much to make this post that I can't even cry anymore. I feel dead and empty inside. I love you enough that I wanted to start a family with you...I trusted you enough that I was going to ask if you wanted to try anal one of these nights.. ((ooc: big BIG trust issue with that.))........but I can't deal with the fighting anymore. And like I've told you before, I'm willing to die for you if that's what makes you the happiest. If you want to come kill me, then do it. I won't be alone ( ... )
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~Mikado
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