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[barb]

Blah. I had to work today. I kept crying when no one was around then, because I've been feeling really bad lately. Like, if I wasn't totally against it, I'd kill myself so quickly. I wish so badly that I wasn't so out of the loop. I don't fit anywhere. I don't feel like anything I do is going to make any difference. I see all these things

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[smurflalala]

I know exactly how you feel hon. I dont know you but I use to go thru the same stuff as you. No matter how hard I try it never seems good enough for anyone. My biggest thing is I would let those people come to me when they needed me but never were they there for me. So now, after alot of therapy LOL - I look out for me first and if I WANT to help out my buddies I can, but the biggest word for me to learn was the word NO!! Once I learned that, it all started making sense. It was me!!! Good Luck.