Screaming, crying, bleeding for you to know how it feels. this pain this hurt. I need you and you are gone. I wanna drag you through the dirt your heart beat racing. Just to see the anger thats built up inside. watch your eyes dart across the room. Its a damn shame that it ended like this. pull the triger and watch the bullet fly. Itll be over soon ( Read more... )

i am so crazy about him that i dont care about the distance, his smile can make my heart trip over itselff multiple times, the way that he says my name drives me crazy, i would stay up all night just to hear his voice even if he isnt saying anything, to hear him sleep makes me get those butterflys, all the things he ever said to me is like a cd in ( Read more... )

i am so crazy about him that i dont care about the distance, his smile can make my heart trip over itselff multiple times, the way that he says my name drives me crazy, i would stay up all night just to hear his voice even if he isnt saying anything, to hear him sleep makes me get those butterflys, all the things he ever said to me is like a cd in ( Read more... )

I am sick of allways being number two why cant i just be nuumber one for once.. I shouldnt have to go through all of this. I am sick of this insecurity and i am sick of allways being put second.. when he has talked to me and just said baby your beautifull and then he puts his away message up and i go look to see it says I Love Her<33 (other girls ( Read more... )

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*I love him

*i miss him

*whats wrong with me?

*shes allot to me

*hes more

*who do i turn to when i have no one?

*I have fallen further than expected

*deppression?

*the edge is close

*BROKEN

*alone

*he doesnt care

*she dont know

*he is so good at strechting the truth

*pushing the futer away
*its easy to forget when i have those bottles and that ( Read more... )

I am sad. Verry sad, I cant keep doing this, people say oh you should let people nto your heart... well i do and each time i do i get fucked over! and its my fault for believing people! I hate that! and its my fault for wearing my heart on my sleeve. this is the second time in 2 days litteraly with 2 diff guys! and how the hell am i supposed to not ( Read more... )

latley i have been so bored and i kno on this thing i am talking to myself wich is cool i guess.... i dont care i am still confused with guys but when was i ever not? but w/e... i transferd skools and my skool is great i have plenty of new ppls to talk to even if they are all gurls wich is great... so yeah i think i am like fucked up or no nvm idk ( Read more... )