I LOVE my family! I really do! They are amazing and I wouldn't trade them for anything!!! But sometimes they can just drive me crazy.... But I still love em and I know that they love me too!!!

Five minutes.......it was 5 fucking minutes....I HATE traffic!!! No matter how early you leave you are late! Why does he even care!?!?!? Work sucks!

Say it loud say it proud! Culver City Cops are ASSHOLES!!!!!!

So to make things less complicated... I think that I'm going back to just me.... I need to stop being that girl and remember that if it meant to be it WILL happen....

I feel like I am becoming that girl... I don't mean for it to happen... I don't go looking for it.... And it happens becaue I let it I know that... I don't want to keep doing this...

On a lighter note.....tomorrow is going to be the best day!!! First fireworks at Disneyland :)
Followed by a party... I'm sooo exicted...I can't wait...

I have no idea what happened... Or how it happened... Wow.... uuuuummmmm.... I don't know what to do anymore... Or what to think... Now I just have one more person to talk to....

I would crumble and fall to pieces without you... You pick me up when I fall... You're there even when I don't think I need you... You are my sanity... Thank you!

Feeling much better!! I love you sooo much! Why can't you be here???

I feel sick... and numb.... trying to figure out just what the hell happened.........Why am I always doing stupid things like this?? Am I seriously that fucking screwed up??

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!! Holy shit!!!! WOW!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!

I suck!