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Dec 04, 2004 09:12

Im really starting to hate this feeling, the feeling that i have nothing. And im really starting to get sick of being treated like im nothing. And im sick of people messing with my heart, because to me you are everything and more... i just wish that you would say the same about me.

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Frankie lilerica5 December 4 2004, 22:23:55 UTC
You and I used to be so tight. We both know this. We did EVERYTHING together. Literally, everything. Yeah, we kinda got seperated by boys once in a while, but we were always tight. This new boy you have has taken you away, though. You know this. Now he doesn't even treat you right? You're freaking gorgeous! You deserve so much better. Don't waste your time with him because i'm telling you, strait up, YOU CAN GET WAY BETTER. You say "he's not perfect, but he's perfect for me". IF HE'S NOT PERFECT, HE'S NOT PERFECT FOR YOU! You have a future ahead of you. Baby, look at your life now. Do you want to live like that forever? No, you and I both know that. Remember us getting an apartment together? We had everything planned out. Yeah, you said you were just gonna go to the community college, but that was better than what you plan now, no college. This kid can't support you in any way, he doesn't make you happy, and he doesn't treat you right. I love you more than anybody in this entire world, and trust me I only want what's best for YOU! ( ... )

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Re: Frankie barbiedolls December 5 2004, 02:33:07 UTC
thanks Erica. And im sick of this splitting us up. I really am sorry about that, because it is my fault because i never tried to stop it. I guess i should have listened to you when you said to not get so attached, but i didnt, and now i am and i feel that if im not with him i wont be happy ever. i dont know but all these feelings i have are so confusing. I just wish he would go back to the old him when he use to like being with me and acted like he actually wanted us to be together. I wish everyday for that but it hasnt come true. So we will just have to see where this crazy love train takes me and him i guess. I just hope it gets better because i dont want to be hurt again, even though i still have my two best friends by my side like last time. I love you guys with all my heart and i think i am the luckiest person in the world to have friends like you who will stay with me even though i have treated you guys like crap lately, i guess you could say. But i am sorry and im glad you guys understand everything. Thanks for being ( ... )

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xsilencexkillsx December 4 2004, 22:41:10 UTC
Erica said it all. We used to be so close. Then shit happened and we drifted apart. I miss you my love and I still love you with every piece of my heart. But this boy you have doesn't seem to see what's so wonderful about you because he doesn't treat you the way you should. He doesn't buy you doughnuts drom Dunkin' Doughnuts at 1:30 in the morning. He doesn't call you just to tell you he was thinking of you. And he probably doesn't have his breath taken away every time he looks at you. Because you are breath taking and you need to find someone who realizes that. Other than me and Erica of course. Please don't brush this off as if this is nothing. Cause I'm telling you how I see it. And I don't want to see you hurt, especially over the holidays.

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barbiedolls December 5 2004, 02:28:15 UTC
aww heather i love you soo much and that made me smile. I know i deserve better but its so hard to just let go of something that i love.. even though he prolly doesnt feel the same of course. But i guess i just need to be strong and whatever happens, happens i guess. But it seems as if everything is starting to go down hill so i dont know if things between me and him are gonna get better but i really wish they would because as stupid as it sounds he makes me happy, i guess. but i most def need to see you guys more and i do miss our dunkin doughnuts run! im sure our arab friend misses us! tehe

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aww o_irish_laddie December 4 2004, 23:26:08 UTC
poor frankie

i feel you my friend..
soo sowy
Dale

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