These past few days have been amazing, enough said.

Well this week flew by, thank god! I cant even describe how much I hate it there, or hate some of the people. I have to force myself to go and half the time I dont go..hah June 4th seems so far away right now but in reality it is going to fly by and right at this moment, I just want it to hurry up! So finally vacation is here which is great but ( Read more... )

It seems like everytime I update, its when I am upset and need to vent. And once again here is another one. hah. This isnt the right place to do it but who the hell do I say all of this to? Not one person could completely understand all my feelings inside and maybe why I am the way I am. That is life I guess. Well, I worry all the time about ( Read more... )

I am a retard and can't figure out how to actually change my colors on here, hah. So if anyone knows how, can you let me know or do it for me. Thanks!!

Been having a hard time this past week or two. I am not sure if its me or what it really is. I worry a lot, take things too seriously, and think way too much. I try to analyze everything, what does every action mean and it just ends up in me crying, once again. Anything lately seems to get me so upset. Had a talk with Jed a little while ago. I feel ( Read more... )

SIMPLE QUESTIONS ( Read more... )

I usually hate using this now just because its kind of stupid but I have been snowed in this house the entire day and the feelings have really been hitting hard. I hate it ( Read more... )

As a little girl and growing up I always thought of myself as an independent person, not ever relying on anyone in life for anything. I never thought I would make any decisions based on someone. I always had these huge dreams for myself and I was going to make something great out of myself. It is soo hard to now face reality after thinking so big ( Read more... )

best _____ of the year ( Read more... )