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It is shocking sometimes...the way I go from being okay with how I look to complete and total seft loathing. I know what I am doing is wrong. especially with my recent health problems, I know how it hurts the people who love me to see me "suffer" as they would say...Im not suffering though...this is how I find my solice and this is what I need to be happy...I dont expect anyone to understand. Some things cannot be explained with words...maybe things will get better one day...for now I need this
