gosh im so upset. i just have a lot on my mind. i am trying to figure out what is wrong with me. why cant i keep a boyfriend when i get one? why dont guys that i like like me? why do i have to like guys that have girlfriends? why cant i find a guy who likes me for me, and not someone im not? there are so many guys out there, and i seem to be ( Read more... )

gosh im so upset. i just have a lot on my mind. i am trying to figure out what is wrong with me. why cant i keep a boyfriend when i get one? why dont guys that i like like me? why do i have to like guys that have girlfriends? why cant i find a guy who likes me for me, and not someone im not? there are so many guys out there, and i seem to be ( Read more... )

gosh im so upset. i just have a lot on my mind. i am trying to figure out what is wrong with me. why cant i keep a boyfriend when i get one? why dont guys that i like like me? why do i have to like guys that have girlfriends? why cant i find a guy who likes me for me, and not someone im not? there are so many guys out there, and i seem to be ( Read more... )

at the beginning, i hated school. now i like it. well first period is hard. i have german. but 2nd and third period are pretty good. i have keyboarding and ceramics. i just like the people in those classes. oh and i HATE 4th period. i have world history with mrs dawson and the work is probably the same work as the acc. world history class. the only ( Read more... )

hey.. its been a while since i wrote in here.. well, i dont like school.. i dont like how tha halls and at break and lunch is soo crowded.. i cant even move!! and i dont see many of my friends during the day.. i mean, i only have like 3 friends.. my dad tells me that i dont have any friends.. just acquaintences.. which is pretty much true.. if i ( Read more... )

omgoodness... im sooooo pissed.. first of all, my mom called me at my dads and told me that she got the phone bill for the month of june.. i said "uh oh".. she said "yeah.. uh oh".. she told me i went over my minutes by $114. 52!!! i almost cried when she told me.. i got home and told her "i thought about what to do and im gonna give you the money ( Read more... )

today was a good day.. one of the best of the summer just because i spent time with lindsay and chris.. first, my mom and i went to the license place to pick up my personalized tag that says "ILVSOCR".. but we cant pick it up until the first of august.. it was about 10:45 when we left there and heidi told me yesterday to meet her at her house at 11 ( Read more... )

hey.. well.. here's my past 2 days.. yesterday, randy (my ex-boyfriend) woke me up.. he called me at like 11:30.. and i went to bed late talkin to chris online so thats why i slept in so late.. so he tells me "heidi told me yesterday that you were jealous of me and holli in the pool".. i was thinkin "thanks a bunch heidi" (sarcastically).. so i ( Read more... )

omgoodness.. ok.. here's my day.. i had to babysit my nephew hunter all day from 10 am to 8 pm bc his babysitters mother had surgery and couldnt babysit him this one day.. so i accept bc hunter is adorable and i love him soooo much.. well, my mom worked long hours the night before so she wanted to sleep all day and that is just not possible with ( Read more... )

hey.. well, today i had to babysit from 11am to 3pm.. then i came home and did ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!! the lady that i babysit for told me to come by and get my money.. i got 100 dollars.. i didnt even know she owed me that much.. then i stopeed by my ex-boyfriends apartment.. i know i know.. i didnt want to but he was outside and he saw me drivin by ( Read more... )