Doctor, doctor! I have a headache!
Well, I had a marathon headache last weekend and it really, REALLY made me miss my Jorge, but I get to see him tonight, and tomorrow, and tomorrow night. I'm just counting down the hours. It's gonna be a marathon session of volunteering. YAY! But I still really wish I knew how he felt, but I'm not putting myself out there, I'm just going to hope that he brings it up. Is it too much to hope that he's as taken in as me? Sigh.
In other news, JCM is still alive and well, but not very happy with me. At this point I kind of want to tell him to shove it where the sun don't shine. I still care for him because he is an interesting person, but I think he expected me to want to lick his boots once we got engaged or something of the sort. No, elsie I still will not admit I'm more American than Mexican. A good marriage especially to a political candidate is still something that I would like, I'm just not sure I would like it within the next 4 years and I know he would. So if he wishes I'm just going to tell him he can break it off. Our engagement wasn't formally announced, so it won't cause a scandal.
Ugh, listen to me, head over heels for one guy, engaged(?) to another. Even I hate me.
I've been packing for Rome because I leave on Saturday, but part of me wishes I were returning to South Carolina to be with my girls. elsie and oceaneyed8, you two better not forget me. I'm going to be miserable whenever I think about you guys. I already am. Hey girls, how about studying abroad spring semester? Ya know, just an idea. Wink, wink, nudge, nudge. Oh, and btw, my mom said I could live off campus senior year, she even suggested I buy a house. So yay! Anyways, I'm gonna go off to Rome, try and have some fun, and just look ahead to the general chaos we're gonna create senior year. I'm gonna miss you guys, and I love you so much. You both mean more to me than I can express.
In other news, JCM is still alive and well, but not very happy with me. At this point I kind of want to tell him to shove it where the sun don't shine. I still care for him because he is an interesting person, but I think he expected me to want to lick his boots once we got engaged or something of the sort. No, elsie I still will not admit I'm more American than Mexican. A good marriage especially to a political candidate is still something that I would like, I'm just not sure I would like it within the next 4 years and I know he would. So if he wishes I'm just going to tell him he can break it off. Our engagement wasn't formally announced, so it won't cause a scandal.
Ugh, listen to me, head over heels for one guy, engaged(?) to another. Even I hate me.
I've been packing for Rome because I leave on Saturday, but part of me wishes I were returning to South Carolina to be with my girls. elsie and oceaneyed8, you two better not forget me. I'm going to be miserable whenever I think about you guys. I already am. Hey girls, how about studying abroad spring semester? Ya know, just an idea. Wink, wink, nudge, nudge. Oh, and btw, my mom said I could live off campus senior year, she even suggested I buy a house. So yay! Anyways, I'm gonna go off to Rome, try and have some fun, and just look ahead to the general chaos we're gonna create senior year. I'm gonna miss you guys, and I love you so much. You both mean more to me than I can express.