i have too many jobs and not enough friends ( Read more... )

i can barely handle myself right now. its quite sad.
i just found out the my best friend is buying a house.
in mammmoth.
im so happy for her but i cant get over the fact that i feel so alone.
i had hope that she was gonna come back.
but shes buying a house.
i cant really handle it.
i need my best friend. :(

its fucking hot.
i want it to be winter.
i need more music. its kinda bothering me.
i cleaned for like 3 hours today. jiminy.
im hungry and i have nobody to make me dinner.
i need to go to school.
i want to see my mommy.
i want to kiss ryan. fuck.
blah.
im boreddddd.peace.

hmmm. so im pretty high ( Read more... )

life is a god damn roller coaster.
but i love it.
shit.

why is everybody so freakin stupid.
i need a punching bag.
coffee bags arent cuttin it anymore.

where can i buy myself some patience?

i wish girls had respect for other girls ( Read more... )

i have no idea what to expect friday and honestly im a little scared. hahaha. not in a bad way, just shit is so messed up right now that i have no idea whats going to actually happen. jiminy.

I always needed time on my own ( Read more... )