-I lost 6 pounds this week!
-Paul is coming again tonight.
-I don't really know what I'm doing! per usual. It's just impossible for me to deny this boy. If he thinks he's got me he's gonna have to work for it, he's got some serious proving himself to do.
-I want to get tattooed!?

WELL..
something happened.
I guess I'm stupid for that.
There's just something about you. I can't deny it.
I just can't get hurt anymore.

Just going with the flow for now?
stupid girl!
<3

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Paul came last night. and it wasn't that weird.

non est ad astra mollis e terris via
"there is no easy way from the earth to the stars"

I'm tired of being alone.

I don't want you to fill that gap for me anymore, I'm done taking the easy way out.
I just miss being in love? Or something.

Everything is good.
but also weird.

Paul's coming to visit next Thursday.
He's so depressed, I can feel it.

I don't think anything is going to happen.

Abso-fucking-lutely out of my minddddddddd

I think I'm okay though?!
I'm excited for friday. But nervous, because I'm socially retarded.

I just saw one of those stupid quotes that I would have put on my myspace if I were still 16 ( Read more... )

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