yes, I'm here
No, I wasn't late. Geez, how did y'all miss me?
Rukia's here. I ran into her yesterday morning. It's the first time I've seen her in a year....since she fell. And she's different. It's almost scary how different. It is scary how different.
What's even scarier is how attracted to her I am still. Hell, if anything, I'm even more attracted. It freaks the hell out of me. How the hell am I supposed to redeem her when I have to fight to keep my bloody hands off of her?
And we're in the same group for Kakashi's class. Fucking hell.
....please, God. I'm doin' the best I can here. I don't want to be damned. I don't want to lose sight of You. Give me the strength to resist her....give me the strength to save her. I can't do this alone.
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Rukia's here. I ran into her yesterday morning. It's the first time I've seen her in a year....since she fell. And she's different. It's almost scary how different. It is scary how different.
What's even scarier is how attracted to her I am still. Hell, if anything, I'm even more attracted. It freaks the hell out of me. How the hell am I supposed to redeem her when I have to fight to keep my bloody hands off of her?
And we're in the same group for Kakashi's class. Fucking hell.
....please, God. I'm doin' the best I can here. I don't want to be damned. I don't want to lose sight of You. Give me the strength to resist her....give me the strength to save her. I can't do this alone.
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