yup so say I

[barley52]

It seems like pain is the default in my life right now. It is not like I do not have times where things are enjoyable and fun. Like the solstice party last weekend, or the canoe trip pre Lake Southern Wisconsin, or the times spent with good friends hanging out and eating ...yes...hot dogs...good job busman . All of these things have been most

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[mplsfish]

I got nuthin babe.

I love you, and others do too.

[sasha_feather]

I hear you. I don't know how people do it. I try to find things to look forward to, and things to distract myself. I try to have some kind of creative life so that there's something else to think about. But I still think about pain most of the time.

I'm really sorry you're having these new problems. I'm willing to listen anytime.

[bzdchris]

I love you. I know how you feel. Pain has been in my life for many years, and you know my coping strategies. I'm really sorry this is happening to you again. You've successfully dealt with this in the past, but reminding you of that probably doesn't help either

[medeine]

oh hon..........I never see you, and I don't care for you as others do, day in, day out, or every week, or even every month

I honestly cannot fathom the pain you're in, or the challenges you face

but I wish I could hold you as tightly and tenderly in my arms as I do in my heart

much love, and hope, and sweetness
(goddess how I wish I had something for you other than seemingly empty words and wishes)

{{{{{{{{{{barley52}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

[aenodia]

We talked about your post here today. No words of wisdom here just resonance. All we can do is hope that somehow we will find a way to reduce the pain. What we are trying next is water therapy. It's a bitch when a remedy becomes another painful problem.