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[barley52]

It just wears me out. It isn't that major ordeals have to be constantly dealt with.Little things, one after another, never quitting , never letting up. One thing after another always having to not do this or stop to do that. I would cherrish a full month of eating what and when I would like, feeling I have enough energy to be out of the house.

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[choisyleroi]

What do you say when you can't help. you say "I'm sorry" right, and it doesn't help. I am sorry.

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[oakwind]

My dear, I feel for you:) I get through these things by reading, something that takes me away to another place, another world, and for the 3-4 hours it takes me to read the book I don't hurt. I am not very tired and I return to my life refreshed. Of course, nothing got done but it probably wouldn't get done anyway and I would have spend the whole time feeling bad about not "doing". Tom tells me that knowing what you have gone through he would not opt for getting any kind of organ transplant if it was required to go on living. He doesn't feel he could stand up to it. You are an amazing man to have managed as well as you have through all the awful little inconveniences, pains, illness, and just general unpleasantness, let alone those that most people would not call little at all. I hope you continue to hang in there as the world would be less bright without you in it.