ok you wanna know somethign that's really been buggin me lately?? everytime i go back to os and run into someone that i ahven't seen in a while, they always say, "omg, you look sooo pretty adn grown up now!" ok yea, thanks for the compliment, but what the hell is that supposed to mean?? have i changed that much? was i that ugly in high school?? ( Read more... )

so yesterday i went with herv adn his family to his cousins' quincenera. it was beautiful!!!! i absolutely LOVE latin culture!! got to practice my spanish a lil bit...i still need a LOT of help!! lol. but i had tons of fun. i love beign around his family. it's sooo different from mine. they love begin around each other and everyone danced ( Read more... )

today was a GREAT day. i haven't had one of those in a long time. i'm actually HAPPY!!!

i have the biggest urge to watch aladdin.........unfortunately, it's still packed in storage....

i was just thinking about all the things i'd like to do before i die ( Read more... )

*enjoy the good times while they last because they wont last forever ( Read more... )

i figured out what the HARDEST lesson in life is: learning how to let go.

reluctantly i can now say, i've learned how.

A LOT of shit has happened over the last few months....some highs and some incredible lows that i can't seem to get myself out of or get over. however, this whole experience has taught me that all guys are ASSHOLES!!!!!! no matter how sweet they seem......all of them are execpt for 2 taht have always been there for me. they have NEVER judged me ( Read more... )

death to me now would be grand!

they say not to be afraid to let someone go if you truely love them because if they love you in return they will always come back. but what happens if they come back when it's too late ( Read more... )