Whether you like Taylor Swift or not, you should
listen to this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=As5kduibNcw

Oh, an in the comments someone said
" IS is true???? Is it for a girl with bulimia?????
Taylor wrote that, and help her??? Wow, and she wasn't her friend not?????

IS it true??? "

And some one replied
"Haha chill out.
Yeah for her anorexic friend. "

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Do you think my thighs would get smaller by working out on them?
I'm worried they'll just get muscular and even more bulky.
Same thing with my arms. They're huge, but if I lose all the weight I need to to make them smaller I'd be underweight, which I reeeeally don't want to be. Seriously, they're very disproportionate. My thighs are close in ( Read more... )

Stayed home from school today. I miss soooo much school.
I hate school.
I always have. I've always been "different" and could never do what I was told. I've never been able to follow the simplest of diredtions properly. Anyways,
I hate the teachers, I hate how the teachers hate me, I hate most (sometimes all) of the students there. I hate how normal ( Read more... )

Such an improvement from feeling like such shit yesterday : ) Actually the only bad thing about today was the memory of yesterday and having to look at the burns on my wrist.(There was a few minor shitty things, but I'll let them slide.) My friends were being okay; my school work wasn't TERRIBLE (still suckish, though); guys were flirting with me; ( Read more... )

That sucked.
Anyways, I ended up burning my wrists.(See my last  post ) I also gave my self two little cuts, but I barely broke skin. It wasn't a big deal, but I thought I was feeling fine. I don't know why I got so upset before. Its high school, so whenever I get pissed like that I tell myself it doesn't matter. But the fact that I'm going nowhere ( Read more... )

It went from bad to worse, it seemed like I was either  getting in trouble or being judged by my friends who think I'm mental or something. 
I don't know how to explain what was wrong with  me, because I feel absolutly fine now. I actually feel great all of a sudden. But when I got home I was ready to start burning myself (but I didn't) Its weird. I ( Read more... )

But I think guys are staring to notice me. They don't like me though, I just mean that they notice I'm alive is all. Anyways, they're all creepy. Except for this one guy. I kida like him. Okay, I really like him. I'm not gonna bore you with the details of how perfect he is or anything, but he totally is. Anyways, he would never like me. He has a  ( Read more... )