caveat emptor....

Aug 24, 2005 16:29

So i just feel lost these days. Wandering through life with no destination. No goals, no ambition, no anything. My only desires these days seem to be getting drunk and playing pool. In these activities i find salvation from the outside world. I feel more at home in a bar than in my own room. I enjoy the barroom banter. The Drunk old man who is ( Read more... )

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*big hug* dumbbutt August 26 2005, 15:23:44 UTC
crazy head.

we will have to go shopping for some nice girls...

u know u always got ME DANiel!
love always, Marie ;p

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I know I am not the one you want to hear from rialynn22 August 29 2005, 18:59:44 UTC
I don't know if you believe this but I know how you feel. Although what happened was in large part mostly my own doing, I still feel the loneliness that you are talking about. I cannot say I regret any of our relationship, not even the break up. I still struggle to not feel alone, but I try to think that maybe there is some reason that I feel this way right now. I am sure there is some reason, other than my own stupidity that our relationship did not work. I cannot regret the end because I was not ready for our relationship. In part there are still things I want to do that I feel I have to do on my own (despite the loneliness). You are a great guy and any girl would be lucky to date you, but I hope you just find the right one. I am going to stop now because I am not sure what I am trying to say. I guess I was trying to be comforting and honest at the same time. I guess the best thing I can say is sometimes life doesn't make sense. Although intimate relationships are great one thing I have learned is that titles such as boyfriend and ( ... )

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