been awhile

[barondefaille]

First post in almost two years. I think I am in a good place in my life now. I just read all of my old posts. I forgot how depressed I used to be. Things, for the most part, are good now. I am a homeowner, real house too, not some shitty little trailer. I have a job that makes a difference  in someones life, not just making some rich man more

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[pinkxpixiexdust]

I'm so happy for you!!!!! :)

[fiametta]

This sounds more like the person I met the other night than what I was reading before. I understand how it can feel strange to be happy when you're not used to it and how becoming responsible changes things...mostly for the better. Hmm...Imagine how different we will all be in 10 years from now.

[barondefaille]

when I wrote that old stuff I was young and had just gone through a really bad break up. The girl I was with all through high school had just left me. Thanks for reminding me that I have neglected LJ, if it was not for your comment I may have not updated for a few more years. I suppose the next task will be to update my Myspace. I have not updated that since I first made it.

[fiametta]

I didn't have a blog of any sort when I last broke up with anyone. That was 7 years ago. However, I think I destroyed everything I wrote online regarding it on forums`(esp relationship forum on sfgoth and sbdarklist in CA). At least you have a record of what you thought if you ever want to look back.

When I read what happened to you I just felt sympathetic, not judgemental. It made me think about my younger years. I had a feeling that those posts of yours were a bit outdated too, the year was a big clue. LOL

Well, anyway - glad to be of help. If encouraging someone to procrastinate online can be called helpful. ;) I procrastinate on blogs b/c it's easier to break away from than video games.

[lelielknight]

So glad to hear you are at a happy and healthy place, you deserve it. You always seemed like a great guy!!

[darkgothdoll]

im glad u r smiling mr.. it is allways weird going back n reading old entries.. but it just makes u relize how much better life is getting :)