a sudden revelation from the past week(ish):

boys don't like nice girls, boys like girls who act like sluts. boys will say they like nice girls, but would probably rather be hanging out with a skank ( Read more... )

alright, so today was so long... and tonight was so WEIRD. not to mention disappointing ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )

i thought i was doing good, but now i'm not so sure. i think i've just been lying to myself and pretending to everyone else that i was. i'm so reluctant to even write this in here, because it means i'm admitting that things are tougher than i'd like them to appear ( Read more... )

so i thought i'd let everyone know:
chris and i broke up tonight.

it hurts something awful, and i'm so lost right now.

i seriously don't know what to do with myself. tonight i lost my boyfriend and best friend.

and shit, i think i lost my mind as well.

1. Which sibling, if any, do you get along with best ( Read more... )

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling them how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel ( Read more... )

75 things that make me happy, because sometimes i need to be reminded.

1 my family ( Read more... )

holy CRAP.

i'm so annoyed...

the whole livejournal craze has died out, methinks. no one does this anymore ( Read more... )