The whole ending of the film starting with the raping and murdering is so metaphorical at that point: Jimmy obviously represents everything innocent and soft - and anyone with any dream or imagination in this society is doomed.... I can't speak for Xavier, but for me at the end during the rape scene, which was definitely the most difficult part for ( Read more... )

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the past few days i've been getting really spacey at work at certain times. usually after drinking coffee. you know how sometimes coffee puts you in that perfect working mood and then sometimes it does something and you're kinda feverish and spaced out. maybe not. it happens to me. it's so uncomfortable when it happens at work cause you have to ( Read more... )

i arrived yesterday in my new place. i was so exhausted from the drive i wasn't really able to be happy yesterday night. the only car they had in automatic was a new mercedes c class, so the drive was pretty amazing. it was nonetheless stressful driving in a different continent, picking up the car in the heart of one city and dropping it off in ( Read more... )

i found out the lead singer from the cramps died a few days ago. this death made me especially sad because to me they were already made legends, and you don't think of legends as mortal things. like dracula, you'll never open a newspaper and find out dracula died from long-term heart complications. when life sucks and you wanna run back to your ( Read more... )

i'm neither a shoe nor a purse person. especially not a purse girl. my current purse right now is a black vinyl fanny pack from american apparel, that i guess due to its "vertically integrated" sweatshop-less origins has already allowed one strap side to have detached, which is currently being held together by a safety pin. that being said, i'm ( Read more... )

it's okay. everything's kind of cool.

something really amazing happened, something so small but meant the world to me, that was supposed to give me hope. that little miracle i was looking for. for a whole day i smiled and couldn't believe it was real. today i am scared and deathlike and i hate everything. there is nowhere to hide. maybe i will never trust anyone again.

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oh my, whatever award show was going on had the best looks! i haven't been so excited about looks and dresses in a long time. here are some of my favorites:


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ok. i had to do this intercultural communication course for my international plan school credit. it was in german. the few people who were "intercultural" enough to talk to me instead of grouping with their like kinds would say things to me like "yes we can!" or "blah blah obama blah blah". i'm sorry, i know the world celebrated this, and it's ( Read more... )