I’m looking through you, where did you go ( Read more... )

yeah so i saw hairspray last night and it was awesome...its my new favorite musical...things have been awesome lately...i feel so happy cauyse i just dont give a shit any more...like im good on my own i have great friends and i dont need anything or anyone else...spending so much time on focusing and contemplating why things didnt work out is such ( Read more... )

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things are not going well...im worried about things... i have so much to do and i just cant bring myself to do it...its just so much work that when i think about it i just wanna slit my wrists so i wont have to do it...its like lindsay said there are not many reasons to stay alive...im just so tired and i cant handle any of this shit...i need a job ( Read more... )

got back from london today...it was an awesome trip except for the massive missing of my friends....ohhh god it was rough times im like never going anywhere without them again....they cleaned my room while i was gone...i love them...i went to the largest protest in londons history it was anti war protest and it was awesome. this war is making me ( Read more... )

i had a really great time this weekend even though rocky was unbelieavbly bad...the diner was good both nights and so was boogie nights..."let me just make sure of something this is a giant cock"...after this weekend i changed my opinions of some people and im glad because now i can understand them better...so i wont hate them ...i just had a ( Read more... )

where am i today?. i wish that i knew ( Read more... )

yeah i cant sleep...it wont work...so i wrote some stuff...just some thoughts about life and what i need and somethings people should do if there ever lost or confused some of the knowledge i have gotten from life so far..stuff im going to work on and try to follow a to do list for life..and some fun stuff...its a long list...i hope anyone who ( Read more... )

I've been so unlucky ( Read more... )