Things are just amazingly fucked up right now. Everyones cutting and everyones crying and every night when it comes down to it for the past weekend it ended with just me and corey talking. I swear to God, the kid is my everything. Despite how screwed up things are, and how the blood and the tears and the blades and the pain dictates our life we end ( Read more... )

Today...was the epitiome of a bittersweet day. Brittany and me woke up at ten in the morning and went to Corey's at eleven and everyone else was "crunkk in the club", cept me. And then Corey and me had this big fight that I'm not gonna write about just that it was bad. Then we went to the lounge and people are bitches, they know who they are, and ( Read more... )

OH MY FUCKING GOD...I'm going out with Matt...like my matt...bayonne matt. I'm dying I'm so happy. Like its just...amazing. This is the best high ever. I know he's gonna read this when he gets home and go "wtf" but I dont care cause im so happy. Ack. I leave Sunday and that means a week without talking to him or anyone else... :( . I will update ( Read more... )

I got up uber early yesterday to go with Corey to register for his classes but we had fun. Went back to his house and then to the mall with his older brother who is awesome. Met my new med doctor today and she's even worse then the other one who I hated. Why do i need to fill out a bunch of forms on "how i'm feeling"; what the shit? I just talked ( Read more... )

Went to Tonys and swam for six friggen hours. It's amazing though cause he has a heated pool AND a hot tub. I had to wear Maya's suit though and it was tiny and I was really uncomfortable. Sam was mean and wouldnt let me in the hot-tub until I stopped covering my stomach. We ate hotdogs and hamburgers and stuff and just kind of hung out all day. ( Read more... )

So...today was another boring day in the life of me. I seriously wonder if anyone reads this cause I wouldnt. I slept at Megan's last night and apparently Bruce is the boss and Megan is a candle-eating-flower-head. Welcome to three in the morning Britt and Megan logic. Gotta love it. Went shopping with my dad...awkward for a little then we were ( Read more... )

Slept over megans last night so I woke up with her jumping on me. Then I watched part of the Blair Witch Project with her and Britt before going to the eye doctors. Contacts are good and such. Went back to the lounge nad listened to the Sex Pistols with Justin who rocks. Didnt really do much of anything really. Went out to dinner with this dude who ( Read more... )

Got bored; mad a new livejournal. Went to the lounge today; hung out a bit. Then called Corey and we (me, him, and megan) went to the mall and just kinda walked around. Had a food fight in Burger King and went to "Dicks" (a sporting place that changed it's name and Corey still refuses to call it Dicks even though I keep teasing him about it). I got ( Read more... )