So this morning I thought that i had everything figured out, and that life was getting back to normal. then it all chainges ( Read more... )

the swim meet amazing.. My lifeguard friends were there, but i finished the 100 fly in 3rd and with 2 arms and no swallowed watter, plus i cut off time, on that and on the 100 back (2nd place!!!) what now kids ( Read more... )

tonight was supper fun, i went bowling with all of my lifeguard friends, (ill post picks later)the nelson twins ohhh,, some fine meat there, lol and i was doing good except for the fact tht i only boled 1/2 of mine ..thanks randal, lol.. and yes it was amazing, but i think im skipping tommorow,, i'd rather go out on the boat and get a bad write up ( Read more... )

today has been my first day off in more than a month, and what did i do, sat at home and got yelled at, and babysat. fun, like dont get me wrong i love life, just theres soo mutch going on tight now, and im just stressed, i just want some time to be with my friends out of school. My next day off is October2nd (a sunday), and I am going to the beach ( Read more... )

boys are the death of me... like I got asked to the dance by a couple of guys while i have a boyfreiend, that part is.. idk. but anyways. the horris part is that there all my friends, and i feel so bad saying no, because i would love to go with them, especialy one. who is always there for me, he's adorable, 2yrs ago we spent a day at the center ( Read more... )

so.. tonight was pretty crazy, I got hit in the head with a 2x4... dont ask, lol. and there's deff going to have a hurricane party,, --kristen-lee

I wish I knew my self, and I wish I knew him. I just want to leave. Start a new school make new friends, and be born in to a new family. Unsatisfied with life and trying to make the most out of it. But I just get upset and do shit that never realy makes me feel better for long. Life can be going so well then you get punched in the fucking face, I'm ( Read more... )

Things have been stressfull but good ( Read more... )

my life is becomming substantioaly better. other than the psychologist thing, it's almost what i want. Lacrosse is the only away time i get anymore sence my mother read my entire diary, trust is no longer an issue in my house for there is none . I ahh i cant do this everyone wont leave me alone on the im,, till later.. kristen

good bye kids Ill see you all when I get home on the 10th!!! mutch love, and merry christmas! ___kristen