So after many long hours of thinking today I have come to the decision that I haven't decided anything. And I've come to the knowledge that I don't know anything.
Really quite productive.

I don't know ( Read more... )

I feel happy and alive and awesome.
But at the same time I feel sick and scared and tired.
Its really strange.

I hope I dont end up sick on friday... I really don't want to let Travis down.

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I think things are good now.
Tommy should be very happy now.
Now maybe things will get back to normal.

I got in to Mansfield.
I'm going to Mansfield.
I'm so thrilled.
I'm so relieved.
One of my dreams is actually comming true.
I can't believe it.

I feel like I'm standing at this huge intersection of my life ( Read more... )

So its been a while since I've updated.
And all thats really new, is that I think I really messed up my audition at Mansfield.
It'll be a miracle if I get in.
And I think I'm coming down with something... which would be really horrible.
Oh, and I still have no prom date.
I believe that is all the new news I have.
If I think of anything else I'll

So now I know what its like to be betrayed
Again.

Aren't friends supposed to tell you things that really affect you.
But you know, I could be wrong about that.

I'd never do this to anyone.
Tom's right, nice guys get screwed over.

I think I may have found out who my true friends are.

So yeah
I'm feeling a bit betrayed almost
And abandoned
And upset
Dan and I are no longer going to prom together
Its a long story
Ask if you feel like knowing
So now I don't know what to do.