last nite was one of the worst nights......i had talked to matt on the phone and we had talked about breaking up...which might not surprise sum ppl becuz we have talked about it lots of times. well its offical, we are totally single. I duno it hurts soooo bad, we had a kinda emotional convo. and i realized how much i love him and miss him. I hate ( Read more... )

sorry I haven't been able to right in this damned thing in forever...my comp. is dumb so i'm using lolas. So lately school has been so totally awesome ...yeah so i have been missing my matty like crazy, I got no interest in the guys at a.a.h.s, i'm feeling like emo joe its madness..... alright Q. what is the appeal of a short big foreheaded ( Read more... )

alright so i'm back in school. I hate school so much, my classes all suck they all have assholes in them and theres nothing to look forward to. I'm not a depressed person i just really hate school and they are making me wear a uniform in gym, i'm the only junior in my math class, matts gone.....yeah fuck this. oo yeah i'm 17 and i cant even take ( Read more... )

in loving memory of dan ( Read more... )