This may sound really lame but recently I start to realize that I'm getting older and I have more responsibilities. Like the whole job thing. And now alot of old things are popping up and screaming "HEY!!! I'M NOT DONE WITH YOU!!!" Especially past relationships. And it's fucking up my current relationship. So yeah.....Now that I've got that off my ( Read more... )

Every once in a while I wonder if anyone actually reads these....like those stupid survey things on myspace....why do I do them if no one really reads them? Damn you boredom! *shakes fist* Anyways, yeah.....it's about 1:15 and so no one is online so I'm really bored. I don't even know why I stay online.....yeah....so...I guess that's the end of ( Read more... )

I have to get a job...It really hit me that I have no money on monday, because my shoes got really baddly torn up, so I cant wear them anymore and then we found out that despite the large amount of bubbles, converse can stay afloat in a hot tub. So I've been having to wear Matt's ginormous clown shoes because of the whole "No shoes, no shirt, no ( Read more... )

I've been depressed lately and I don't know why....It's actually more like just a dark mood. I don't know, I don't feel like me. I just seem to be coasting along right now, not really caring about anything. I went and saw Ice Age 2 and I didn't even laugh once. It was a really funny movie but I just didn't feel like laughing. I haven't really ( Read more... )

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So, apparently I fail so much because I don't have enough incentive to pass. I always pass during marching season but I let my grades slip in concert season. So my therapist came up with a plan for me to be more active. I'm starting softball this summer, so if anyone wants to laugh their asses of, just come to one of the games and watch me try to ( Read more... )

I'm so freakin' bored! I hate strep. I've lost my voice and my throat hurts but I'm hyper because I've done nothing but watch movies all day. I did watch Party Monster again, I <3 that movie. It has Macaulay Culkin, Marilyn Manson, and Seth Green in it. How can you NOT love a movie with those three?

Tomorrow, at two minutes and three seconds after 1:00 in the morning, the time and date will be 01:02:03 04/05/06.

Crazy

I GOT MY BUNNIES TODAY!!! OMG they are so cute ^_^. One's a floppy eared calico and the other's a black straight ear. We went to petsmart to buy some food for my dog and all the stuff for the bunnies, but it ended up taking us an hour and a half because Christina HAD to go and look at all the cats. Then she kept trying to convince my mom that we ( Read more... )

So, I was at my therapist yesterday, and she was talking about how I need to find a creative outlet so I won't be depressed anymore. (Even though all my friends have been telling me that forever...) And she noticed how everytime I'm there I always play with the legos that are in her office. So she started asking me all these questions like "Do you ( Read more... )