You know. People do really stupid things in the name of love. Things to make the other people happy that make very little sense when you look at it from the outside. Because 9/10 times it just hurts the person doing the action and it only helps the other person out only a little. But, as silly as the actions might seem the emotion behind it makes ( Read more... )

The past few days have just kinda felt like I'm here but not really living. Its a really weird feeling. That and I've gotten into discussions about the apocalypse and the end of the world and whatnot. Its really all disconcerning and I really just need to distract myself a little. I end up destroying myself from the inside out. Its a really bad ( Read more... )

Okay, so the whole concept that there's nothing to do in rockland county is really starting to get to me. Only thing that has been keeping me sane is music. I've played every song I've ever had for bass. Inculding the cute little beginner book that i got when i first started. Yeah, that bored. But now I'm also taking up piano again. I can play 1 or ( Read more... )

I'm sorry for whatever I did to cross you. It wasn't intentional.

I do think boredom will be the death of me. Although, through boredom my room has been cleaned, my house has been vaccumed, i've practiced bass more than i ever have, and i managed to write a song or 2 ( Read more... )

Okay summer's here. I'm pretty much apathetic to summer speaking theres really nothing to do in Rockland County. Although I am happy I get to go to Boston to see my sister and wander around in the city. That and all this summer I get to practice bass like...some...bass craving...creature? Should be fun. And I'm going to hopefully lose 20 pounds by ( Read more... )

So today kinda sucked (despite the effort of some of my friends and some random but well placed hugs) because I feel miserable for breaking up with becky right now. I hate the fact that I got into something that I wasn't ready for and it ended up hurting one of my most amazing friends. I'm going to end up hating myself for a while. Unfortunatly it ( Read more... )

It's depressing how quickly people change.

That is all.

This is how it works: Comment on this entry and I give you a letter ( Read more... )

Well lets see. I went to Katharine for dinner and cake. It was all tasty. Oh yeah. It's my birthday. And due to me finding my old gameboy and playing pokemon again Katharine CROCHETED me a snorlax. Oh yeah and I got a 20 gigabyte mp3 player, but the snorlax is much cooler.