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"A garbage can acid trip
I am living in a world of feline food and trash
I am caught beneath the nails of a cold corpse's hands
Haunted memories of who I am
Dear Ophelia, I am trying
Tell them I have scared the world
Voices tell me I am dying
But I tell them I feel fine
I feel fine
I feel fine
I feel fine
A garbage can acid trip
I am staring at you all through closed casket walls
Maggots crawl inside a hole beside the wall
I will lay here in this coffin til I figure out my feelings
Dear Ophelia, I'm trying
Tell them I have scared the world
Voices tell me I am dying
But I tell them I feel fine - I feel fine
Tell them you're fine
Tell them you're fine
Tell them you're fine
Tell them you're fine
I tell them you're fine
Tell them you're fine
Dear Ophelia, I'm trying"
So I'm sitting here contemplating one of the infinate wonders that somebody like me contemplates. It's not for you to contemplate so don't ask what I'm talking about. It's an infinate wonder.
Something's changing in me. I feel stronger than I ever have, and in alot of ways. Whatever.
I have cherry coke. Cherry Coke rocks my socks.
I'm going to the Pine Grove BK's Christmas party. I can't wait. It's going to be fucking awsome Saturday night. I shouldn't even be going, but it seems I practically own everyone there. The entire store bends to match my will. It's pretty cool.
I'm hanging out with this girl alot that I wouldn't normally hang out with. No nothing's going to happen, it can't. I'm not looking for that. I'm just starting to question why all the sudden I'm getting close to this chick, when I know I would never have say four or five months ago. I'm not sure if I want this or not. It's complicated, and it gives me a headache so maybe I'll post more later or maybe I won't. Right now I'm done with that.
I'm starting to get somewhat proficient with my swordsmanship. I've also been studying the methods used by the Jedi, because I'm a total nerd like that, and I think I'm starting to pick up the principles of Soresu(Obi-Wan's saber form) quite well. I've also been experimenting with Djem So(Anakin's form), but I'm much more clumsy with that one. It's a little complex and powerful, and I only take certain things out of it. Soresu is cool. It's method is simplicity and efficiency. It's extremely defensive, almost passive in manner, and fits the way I live in general. I might buy one of those Forece FX sabers... The ones that are like 130 bucks and are designed to be durable enough to duel with. I like the Mace Windu saber, and purple looks good. One more thing I can't afford.
I think that about wraps up all felt like saying. ~endless mike~
I am living in a world of feline food and trash
I am caught beneath the nails of a cold corpse's hands
Haunted memories of who I am
Dear Ophelia, I am trying
Tell them I have scared the world
Voices tell me I am dying
But I tell them I feel fine
I feel fine
I feel fine
I feel fine
A garbage can acid trip
I am staring at you all through closed casket walls
Maggots crawl inside a hole beside the wall
I will lay here in this coffin til I figure out my feelings
Dear Ophelia, I'm trying
Tell them I have scared the world
Voices tell me I am dying
But I tell them I feel fine - I feel fine
Tell them you're fine
Tell them you're fine
Tell them you're fine
Tell them you're fine
I tell them you're fine
Tell them you're fine
Dear Ophelia, I'm trying"
So I'm sitting here contemplating one of the infinate wonders that somebody like me contemplates. It's not for you to contemplate so don't ask what I'm talking about. It's an infinate wonder.
Something's changing in me. I feel stronger than I ever have, and in alot of ways. Whatever.
I have cherry coke. Cherry Coke rocks my socks.
I'm going to the Pine Grove BK's Christmas party. I can't wait. It's going to be fucking awsome Saturday night. I shouldn't even be going, but it seems I practically own everyone there. The entire store bends to match my will. It's pretty cool.
I'm hanging out with this girl alot that I wouldn't normally hang out with. No nothing's going to happen, it can't. I'm not looking for that. I'm just starting to question why all the sudden I'm getting close to this chick, when I know I would never have say four or five months ago. I'm not sure if I want this or not. It's complicated, and it gives me a headache so maybe I'll post more later or maybe I won't. Right now I'm done with that.
I'm starting to get somewhat proficient with my swordsmanship. I've also been studying the methods used by the Jedi, because I'm a total nerd like that, and I think I'm starting to pick up the principles of Soresu(Obi-Wan's saber form) quite well. I've also been experimenting with Djem So(Anakin's form), but I'm much more clumsy with that one. It's a little complex and powerful, and I only take certain things out of it. Soresu is cool. It's method is simplicity and efficiency. It's extremely defensive, almost passive in manner, and fits the way I live in general. I might buy one of those Forece FX sabers... The ones that are like 130 bucks and are designed to be durable enough to duel with. I like the Mace Windu saber, and purple looks good. One more thing I can't afford.
I think that about wraps up all felt like saying. ~endless mike~