i think everybody thinks im a fun loving guy and it sucks sometimes opnly some ppl no me for how i can trulyl be and i can only expres it on here because for some damn reason i cant do it in real life kinda wierd but anyway ( Read more... )

ok well this whole week has been like BLECK lol ( Read more... )

well i dont really no waht to say in her but anyway ill try to get something down ( Read more... )

fuck dude i updated this shit and it didnt fucking go on the page FUCK U LIVEJOURNAL..!!!!!!!! godamn ill be updating soon if anybody reads this

well my wekk was ok but this weekend is what was odd.... i went to a winter retreat thinknig it was gonna be killer and i was gonn have alot of fun come to find out i didnt.... lol it was ok till we went to worship it took way to long WAY to long.....well i was there till sunday came home hung with chad monday was the eventful day ( Read more... )

well this week has been well like ehhhh it was very odd. well for one i found out that i "fucked over niki" wtf i treated her liek a queen now that bitch nos why i was ignoring her thats fucked up u dont put that shit in a livejournal.that be like me coming in here and telling everybodys buisness and than saying i hate somebody that i no can read ( Read more... )

well ive got alot of pressure on me rate now i got a project due in a week, so i gotta rea whole book in 5 days than do project over weekend and i have jazz band and a bake sale damn my week is fucked lol. also i want a girl but well thats not happening.....o well so anyway things have gotten better since well yea ive hung with chad thats cool went ( Read more... )

guys well im sorry about yesterday but i wqas REALYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY depressed and yea im sorry i wont do it again or atleast ill try....... it was triggerd by my cuz and what she said than all the strress i has anyway it just made me well almost suicidal sorry guys ill try to stay happy for i am collin

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you wish you could just go off in a fucking corner and die ( Read more... )

well i gess i might start this up again i dont no but well today was a fucked up day i broke up with niki and now i feel like a total piece of shit for it.but ill get over it i hope she feels better though cuz it hit her harder well anyway i still need a band lol im out c ya