Deep down I still cry out for you...

[bassjunky]

And as usual we have another sleepless night. My mind will never let me sleep. And if I do sleep I only have bad dreams, dreams I pray never come true. Will my mind ever be at rest or will I be doomed to forever live the life I have now? A life of lies, a life that really has no meaning. An act, and I am its main player. The outside world is

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[pnkeebldr217]

hey you...i forgot i had a journal for like 6 months or so...hahaha. well, i never see u online anymore. im sorry for that day, just to let u know. i miss u.
~staci

Things will get better. . .

[afoxygoddess]

One of my favorite fortunes I've ever gotten is, "Don't give up. The best is yet to come." I know it's hard to believe, but it's true. Things suck right now, but you are not doomed to forever live the life that is occuring right at this very precise moment in time. At least you're tired of it and are trying to change things. I think it would really help you if you could fully open up to someone. . anyone. . instead of holding most things inside. I hope you feel better about things and all I can give you is the comfort that there is someone out there in the world that cares. You say the world is your stage and your life is a play. Well, you have to power to make the play go where you want it to. You are NOT a helpless character with no control unless you allow yourself to be. I know you probably don't believe that, but if you try to, it might help. I love you and hope things look up soon. =)

[jerkinbetty]

Travis you know I love you, thats all I have to say. You have friends who desperatley love you.