Spoken with all seriousness...

[bassjunky]

Alright, do not consider this to be yet another cry for help. To many it may seem like one, but I let you all know now I am only asking for advice. The past month or so I have been wanting to get away. Wanting to just run away from everything in my life, and just recently I have been given the chance to be able to. I have some relatives in

Comments

[enchantedmisery]

you should go . Your out of school and your starting new chapter in life .. no regrets .. go! free urself from all this baggae come back fresh and it will help i believe .. when u can step outside of the box you can see the bigger picture better... everyone needs a break ... ur not running from ur problems ur helping urself cope better with time.
Becareful though sars is in canda
I know we ot talk much but i came acrossed ur lj through sarah and thought i would say my opinion.

~ Mallory~

My Advice

[afoxygoddess]

Okay, well, now I see why you wouldn't tell me on the phone. I was close with the "Are you leaving?" question though. Here's my long advice: You know I love you and want you here for selfish reasons, but going away might do you some good. I wish I could leave sometimes. It's just, you're so unhappy most the time. And I think it's because you just can forget things that are still in your life. And the whole "running away from your problems" is bs if you ask me. You're NOT running away. You're just taking a break to try to forget about and get over some things. And it's not gonna be for forever. I dunno. Like other people have said, it's ultimately your decision. There are some good things and some bad that go along with it. Make sure you ponder all of them before deciding. I don't think you should cut contact so much, but if you do, I would definitely write you every so often. Just make sure we hang out before you go. I'll give ya a call later. =)

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[jerkinbetty]

Part of me is greedy and wants to say don't go because I'd miss you so much even though I never see you anymore... but then part of me says go because I want to leave as well. Canada sounds like a wonderful place and I myself hope to go and live there for a few years (along with Oregon and of course Ireland <3) You should at least try it. You'll never know if it is right for you unless you go there and see for yourself instead of staying it the rat infested ugly southern californina. Don't leave us forever.

Also we need to hang out soon.

my thoughts

[anonymous]

hey travis, its vanessa. from target. hey, i know you already brought this up to me, but i needed to be more elaborate on my feelings about this. my thoughts are, i see a lot of good in this. more good than bad. the good in me says it would probably be a good idea to go only because it seems like things will never change for you. I don't know all that well whats up with your life, but I do know that you are always so sad. It doesn't show on the outside, but when I read your entries, I feel sad. Not a kind of sad where I feel bad for you, but in general I feel bad. No one should be feeling this way. If they did feel this way, it shouldn't be this long though. Ever since I've met you, I've wanted to get to know you. I've wanted to help you, or at least try. But you never seemed to open about your problems, and I think thats where you need to start. I don't think anyone can ever feel better talking about it, but at least people would know whats up with you, and they can try and help. Although the only reason I would say to stay here is

[nightsdarkangel]

I am going to be selfish and say that i dont want you to go at all. Ya, i dont see or talk to you as much as i would enjoy, but still, dont go!!! ok. nough said.

~*Rachel*~