Why?

[bassjunky]

I hate this. I really wanted to see Beka tonight, and I thought I would be okay with it. And I was, for a little while. But then I start to think. I miss her so much, i miss holding her, i miss the goodnight kiss, i miss everything about her. When I came to pick her up, and I saw her, I was blown away once again. She just always looks so

Comments

yeah shit happens...

[anonymous]

I don't know what all went on with you and this girl, but for your own good you should let go. Honestly the ONLY way you will feel better is to get out there and find another girl. You are killing yourself by running everything about her through you mind over and over again. You seem like a great, sensitive, honest, caring, passionate guy, and it sucks to see someone like that unhappy. I hope you feel better soon!