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The pain I feel is all too real, a pain that I have not wanted to feel for a long time. It is a pian that follows me. It haunts me, it haunts my dreams. I am meant to fail in all that I do, and I am meant to fail all in my life. Was it a mistake? Am I a mistake? Is my life a mistake? I may have easily screwed up one of the best things that ( Read more... )

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Well this is sleepless night number 3. How fun. This is why I cannot be alone. It is not that I can't sleep, it is like I am preventing myself from sleeping. All I do I lay in my bed and stare at the ceiling. This cannot be done without thinking. And thinking sucks. I start thinking about my life. About the good stuff, which makes me happy ( Read more... )

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Alright, I just found out that I wrote a bad check like 2 weeks ago and my bank charged the shit out of me, and I am now unable to make my truck payments, let alone buy the rest of my christmas gifts. So to the people I have not bought for yet, I am very sorry, but your gifts will be a little late this year.... :(

It's been a while so i figured that I would post so no one would thinkk I had died. But uh...yeah, things are good right now which makes me very happy, and I like to be happy. It makes me .... happy..??.. "Allow myself to introduce...myself..." So yeah, if work was just a little better I would have to say that there is nothing bad going on in my ( Read more... )