It's been so long i dont even really know what to put in here. I'd say that life right now probably couldnt get much better.. except for my grades maybe, but im not really worried about that. I'm excited for band banquet this friday. I got a pretty dress : ) so yea.. lol.. umm.. I guess I could say that I got drum major for next year.. I'm really ( Read more... )

I still try not to cry. Everything builds up and then even the small things get to me. Its painful to look back so I try not to. I'm interested in everything that is going on now, but everything from the past seemed so right as well. I wish that I didnt have to make such decisions. In a way, I guess I dont have a choice so its not much of a ( Read more... )

For this past week, I have been somewhat happy. Its a nice change. Almost everything right now is going right and I hope it stays that way ( Read more... )

Horse show yesterday in gainesville was horrible... way too cold and way too windy. To say that I froze my ass off is an understatement ( Read more... )

I almost broke down at the end of lunch today.. I dont exactly know what came over me.. but all of a sudden I started doubting everything.. and I mean, everything. My whole life.. i was even having the thought of quiting band.. and its still in the back of my mind but i know I love band.. I just dont know what came over me, but i just started ( Read more... )

stressed ( Read more... )

passed a month ( Read more... )

What I'm feeling is impossible to describe ( Read more... )

10/29/2005

Everytime I look at it I feel dizzy.

Keeping this distance makes it even worse.

I'm surprised I haven't passed out yet when looking at it.

Happy Holidays ( Read more... )