god i miss the summer. badly. i need to get away from everything thats happened ever since the school year started and have everything from the summer back. i loved things back then. i kinda wish i was too stupid to realize just how bad of a kid ive become. i lie, shoplift, i do drugs, and worst of all.. IM FUCKING EMO. and i dont like it. but i ( Read more... )

yeah i got a myspace cuz im a loser like that.

http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=6667054&Mytoken=20050310190311

im so fuckin sick of not being able to have a girlfriend. i cant keep a relationship for five minutes without fucking it up. yeah i really dont know what to do anymore. i just wish i had someone to hold onto when i feel like shit and someone to be there for me. stuff like that. and i cant find anyone that can really do that anymore. i used to. but ( Read more... )

well so far this weekend has been awesome ( Read more... )

well, shit son. how many friends of mine are gonna die like this? one of my two only friends i had in jr. high died yesterday in colorado of heart failure. his name was James Doyle. poor guy.. i hadnt talked to him in over a year. ill miss the kid a lot. i hope this never happens again. two really good friends of mine have died within a fuckin ( Read more... )

me: "whats the worst thing about listening to ska ( Read more... )

yeah so i havent updated in ages. nothin really has happened.. but hey, we got a three day weekend comin up so that should be nice... and oh i forgot.. i redyed my hair tonight.. its the same color. blue-black.. its pretty rad. emys birthday party is on saturday.. if my dad doesnt let me go ill kick his ass.. and go anyways. cuz im lookin forward ( Read more... )

Full Name: Anthony Joseph Ballone ( Read more... )