hola. yet another day by myself. no supirse. yesterday i found out that all of em really dont want to hang out with me anymore for a while. i cant blame em. im a total asshole. i wish i hadn't been that way. i do feel bad. its all been misdirected anger. ever since my mom died. it hurts me inside to say those words. since ive been home a lot lately ( Read more... )

my friends suck. yesterday i actually got to hang out with them. and i told them to call me tomorrow so we could hang out, and they said alright. did they call today? nope. not once. i called owen like 4 times and he blew me off. iknow hes in town and doin somethin, cuz hes with matt. it really upsets me that owen is blowing me off. yesterday when ( Read more... )

oh man. what a horrible summer this has been. today and yesterday ive done nothin, except i went to lunch with taylor and jay and phil after work and got ice cream last night with maggie. today i called owen to see if he wanted to hang out. he said maybe and he'll call me back. thats totall bullshit. most of friends have been avoiding me. i dont ( Read more... )

yesterday was the funeral. it was a very very nice service. a lot of people showed up. she really really impacted a lot of people. more than i knew. afterwards we went back to the complex and had a get together that a lot of people showed up to. it was way cool. shortly before it ended, i finally got some crunk juice. it didnt make me crunk at all ( Read more... )

been almost a week ( Read more... )

its been a few dyas since it happened. im still so very sad. last night i read all the comments my friends left, saying how much they loved me and my mom, and how sorry they felt, and how much they care. it made me feel a little better, but it also made me realize how much she will be missed, by others as well as me. im at home right now with my ( Read more... )

the worse thing ever has happened to me. its the worst thing. those of you who know my mom will be as sad as i am right now. my mom died in a car accident this afternoon. she was leaving her job at java city at about 5pm. as she was making a left trun a street racer slammed head on into her. her car flipped at least 4 times before landing on its ( Read more... )

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