You shouldn't feel guilty about feeling relief. I mean, I know I'd feel guilty about feeling relieved too, but the relief is perfectly natural for someone who's been through what you've been through, and the situation is not your fault. Frankly, you deserve a break from it.
I think I've just spent the last two weeks just getting on with and not really thinking or feeling too much, (after all it wouldn't do to have two crazy people in the house!) that it's only just really hitting me now, and however illogical they are, I'm just really feeling a whole gauntlet of emotions.
It doesn't help that that's how it works for me, I get stressed so I shut down, while I'm shutting down the emotions build up behind the metaphorical curtain in my brain, then I end up having a meltdown with them all spilling out at once.
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I can't imagine how horrible this is for you.
You shouldn't feel guilty about feeling relief. I mean, I know I'd feel guilty about feeling relieved too, but the relief is perfectly natural for someone who's been through what you've been through, and the situation is not your fault. Frankly, you deserve a break from it.
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I think I've just spent the last two weeks just getting on with and not really thinking or feeling too much, (after all it wouldn't do to have two crazy people in the house!) that it's only just really hitting me now, and however illogical they are, I'm just really feeling a whole gauntlet of emotions.
It doesn't help that that's how it works for me, I get stressed so I shut down, while I'm shutting down the emotions build up behind the metaphorical curtain in my brain, then I end up having a meltdown with them all spilling out at once.
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