well, i woke up around 1:00 today.....alaina left around 1:30.....possible two ( Read more... )

well...i woke up to another night of strange dreams.....two to be exact...they both sucked.....the first one was a really bad one about josh.....i dreampt he hated me and that he was not going to wait for me anymore to make up my mind....and then the next one i was in really bad pain.....really really terrible cramps, some of the worst.....and then ( Read more... )

my dreams have been so strange lately ( Read more... )

why do i try anymore ( Read more... )

god fucking damnit

fuck it.......fuck girls...fuck them

Extraversion |||||||||| 40 ( Read more... )

i feel so terrible...im so depressed...i cried for hours last night and im still crying....nothing is making this better! it hurts so bad...and its even worse knowing what i did to him....i dont have anything to do but sit around at my house...i have no car....and no friends that can drive (except courntey, whos always working and maranda, who, ( Read more... )

well summer started out nice...for a few days...and now it sucks ass ( Read more... )

ha...bored...so i stole a quiz from anna bannana...miss u anna....i never really got to say goodbye to u ( Read more... )

oh dear ( Read more... )