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Dec 04, 2005 10:01

Ugh, god damn people leave me along, there are people i don't want iming me iming me and people i want to im me aren't, what's wrong here? i miss my friends, the way things use to be. i'll do anything for it all back.my eyes hurt from crying all night, it seemed though everyone turned against me, and didn't love me, how i'm i to know if anyone ( Read more... )

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hey... ilurvshmortises December 6 2005, 15:04:52 UTC
I know we don't talk a lot anymore ,but I know how you feel. I hate a lot of people right about now. I miss you probably more than you miss me, but I don't miss how mean you used to be to me. You never noticed, but you always made it seem like you were the better one until 8th grade. You always used to cut down everything I did and I hated it. We had times that were good, but everytime I thought about going up and talking to you I would remember how much better you thought you were and I figured you didn't need me. I want us to become friends again, but you hate everyone I love being around. There isn't much I can do about that, I feel like when you're around me you aren't comfortable anymore and I don't know what to do about it. I'm just as lost as you are... I also am not going to have any free time lately, so if you do want to make the effort to be friends again it can't be any time soon. I recently got arrested for shoplifting at walmart, so I have to do a bunch of things to clear my arrest and am not allowed to do anything ( ... )

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Re: hey... bat_princess December 9 2005, 02:04:32 UTC
oh, yea i heard about the shoplifting from hope, seeing she works there. and yea, i remembered about the times around 8th grade, and to be honest you're exactly right. I miss you more than you can tell, and i cry every night because i'm miserable without you and justin like old times. i understand about the people around you and recently i've been getting better around them, its just justin who keeps making me sad recently. i noticed that i love him alot, but i don't know if its true love anymore, maybe just jealousy and he's just the only nice guy i've been around, the best! and i love him more than tater tots ^_^ LOL but yea i remember the times we use to spend, the good and the bad. you cried on my shoulder and i cried on yours, we were more that friends, we were BEST or friends, close like sisters...HA HA HA remember that time where my dad caught us playing Vegeta, Bulma and baby trunks? HA HA i think about that all the time now, i laugh and cry to it alomost everynight, esecially now seeing it was around chritmas when we did it ^ ( ... )

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