So I fucked some things up. Now I'm not taking any summer classes...that should sound nice - it does have the advantage of allowing me a lot more time for my summer plans. My availability for work has opened up quite a bit, which I really hope will actually pay off because I really need the money. Also, now there's nothing in the way of my 2-week ( Read more... )

For those of you who feel that the Jenny & Leah Experience is just not the type of experience you were expecting, I direct you here:

"Leah" & "Jenny"

Don't ask...it's best that you don't ask.

[edit: NSFW and no they don't look like us, but those are the names the website gave them, Leah and Jenny]

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.  (and he misses me right back)
× I don't watch much TV these days.  (I'm watching both Flip That House! and Project Runway reruns right now)
✓ I own lots of books.  (and don't read any of them)

✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.
✓ I love to play ( Read more... )

I'm so stressed - I'm NOT playing your fucking games. I've got enough games to deal with right now.

I wish I didn't have homework so I could play Pictionary. Now there's a game I don't mind playing! Who wants to go on iSketch?

seriously, guys who pull the "just friends" bullshit right before July 4th (or most holidays now that I think about it) just add insult to injury ( Read more... )

still dizzy ( Read more... )

My stomach hurts. I get dizzy when I feel stressed. I don't like this medication at all.

I wrote him a letter the other night, because I can't talk about it anymore. I just don't want to. I've done a lot of work to get myself to address, accept, appreciate, confront, and voice my feeeeeelings, but in all honesty, I think I've gone to the other ( Read more... )

I am fucking torn. I think I care about him even more because I know I can't be with him. It's like I'm mourning what could have been more than I'm even mourning what I actually lost. That's not to say I don't feel like I lost a lot - way more than I deserved to. I'm scared because I'm realizing I still have a lot to lose, and I don't know how to ( Read more... )

it hurt more yesterday. I slept a lot. I wasted time like I'm wasting time now. Mom came up and we went for a walk around New Brunswick and got coffee. coffee makes me feel sick. vegan cookie bars from West End do not ( Read more... )

I cried so much today my head still hurts. I don't know how he puts up with my shit, but I'm glad he does. It just hurts so badly. Still, today was nice.