Adam...

[bathbeforeblood]

Adam's sister has been messing a lot of things up for me. I've really been depressed the past 2 days. It feels horrible to not "be" with Adam. I mean...not that we were ever actually together..but...-sigh-...it makes me feel even worse to know that the relationship among the two siblings is so horrible. I mean, I would NEVER do something like this

Comments

its ok

[ardamuz]

Chelsi, you know that I would never hurt you. but seeing you like this, it hurts me. I have been depressed all day. My sister saw something was wrong and asked whats up. I told her she should know after that little comment on my LJ. i walked off, I have been laying around. Not feeling all the best. I had to run the pacer today in gym. before I ran, I let the anger seep inside me again, and, by the time I had to run, my adrenalin was pumping. I almost doubled my normal running laps. Normally, I do about 35 laps, but today, I did 55. then, my anger left me, and I started thinking about you. on the 55th lap, I collapsed. I dropped to the floor. Teachers came out to see if I was alright, I said i should be. I walked it off, and al-in-all i was fine. I am just really sad that you thought we had to take it down a notch, but, I believe whatever you believe. since you thought it was too far, i believe that too, and respect your decision

Re: its ok

[bathbeforeblood]

i don't think we should've taken that notch. I'm all depressed and so are you and I still love you and u still love me, I'm not seeing the problem besides your sister anymore. And at this point, your sister doesn't scare me anymore.

Chelsi Rae

[alfadorjanus]

My mom wants half of those pictures BTW. But anywhoo, love ya.