WEEK OF INTROSPECTION
looking back on the last years actions i realize that ive been here before.
all of these places.
and most of them,
end badly.

and my heart is breaking now,
in preparation for what will come.

but

its so satisfying to be actively in love again.

You know how sometimes people on your friends list post about stuff going on in their life - and all of a sudden you think, "Wait a minute? Since when are they working there? Since when are they dating them? Since when...?" And then you begin to wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel ( Read more... )

i just have to let you know that we are in actuality the same person.
its very scary.
i am not kidding.

 im happy ( Read more... )

i am almost there!
i am almost home,
almost eighteen,
almost done with my papers,
almost better,
almost sick.
i am almost afraid to go home for so long.
i have such a good thing going for me here.
but i know i have such a good thing going for me at home.

i think i am exploding.
ive got too many feelings flying in too many directions for life to make sense.
when has it ever made sense.
i kind of like it.
i dont like the crying.

i am paying fourty grand to play scrabble online.
and play in the snow.

bored. - more like procrastination ( Read more... )

college is amazing ( Read more... )

so.
i am sick.
i got an IUD.
but thats not why i am sick.
today i felt extremely elated at work because we were arguing about life,
pornography, women in congress, college, S&M.
amazing.
i love that.

i am so good.
i am having a fucking nice summer.

i am just letting ya'll know.
i DO NOT want to go to work today.