So me and Pat broke up...i feel bad i think i really hurt him...but i can't help it i wasn't feeling what i felt whe we started...i still do love him alot ad i know he hates me alot!but there is nothing i can do...i just don't want to be with him anymore...you know when yoiu want something so bad for so long and you fianlly get it and you realize ( Read more... )

Ok so i know it is a tuesday night...but i need a party or a house to go to where me and like 5 girls and 2 guys can go drink...so if you have any ideas or know o any parties call me! 576-1000...thanx!

So i have alot of time to think when i am sitting on the stand at work...and well i was thinking about you and me...and i realize i do love you and evevrything has been so completly perfect i mean i love it...but i dunno i am scared i don't want anything to happen waht happend before and truthfuly i am not over what happend before and all the mean ( Read more... )

so i got sick on friday...well actually i wasn't feeling well thursady...called in sick to work and went to the doctor...they told me i had a viral infection in my throat...yippy i have had one of these before!yea well this one was worse my tonsile all swole up and now have white stuff all over them that are coming off in chunks! so friday...i was ( Read more... )

I am upset again well what isn't new?? i am sorry...actually no i am not i am fucking pissed off! i hate that everyone expects me help them with all their problems but no one is ever willing to help me! i have issues! i know i do i truelly know i do! i have relationship issues i have fears! i have trust issues...commitment issues...i am fucking ( Read more... )

Don't you just love it when people blow you off?? so my best freind blows me off...i ask her to call me when she gets off work...does she?? no she is with her new best freind shasta!! ooh she fucking cycles through friends like it is nothing!! i am surprised i have lasted this long! but i am not going to last much longer b/c i am sick and tired of ( Read more... )

Baby i am not mad at you i am just frustrated. I understand that you have to go and get your parents i don't mind...i just wanted to hang out tonight...b/c i knew i could sleep in in the morning and stuff...and also like i really didn't get to see you b/c you played basketball...which i don't mind...i told you to go and i don't ever want to tkae ( Read more... )

okie so we had a grand adventure last night...maybe we can go light some fireworks off tonight...grr i have to pee...okie dude you went to basketball at 7 and it is 930...are you still playing???...oh well...just call me when you can...nicole and her lil boyfriend person might join us in shooting off fire works i dunno yet...okie well i love you ( Read more... )

So last night was lame b/c the fireworks and shit i am sad i wanted to see them...but i am happy i got to spend time with you! Lucky i am soo mad at you that you get to go swimming and not work and have fun in the sun!!...speaking of sun...you left your sunglasses in my car!!...oh well they are safe and i will get them back to you...hmm i miss you ( Read more... )

I love you! i really do...now that your head has emerged from your ass...you are the guy i knew you always could be...i knew this guy was in there deep down...i am glad i waited for him...i am...i named the dog after you lol...think about that...hehe...i had soo much fun tonight...talking to you...and stuff...and the whole fireworks thing was sooo ( Read more... )